life is about giving.

when you give, you will get happier.
but you know, there's one condition to it
that you will suffer most.
because of giving.

Show me the way.,

When you are feeling unsure of your decision,

When you are not sure of making any big changes,

When you are afraid of taking that chances now because you don't know what will happen next,

When you are wavered by yourself of thinking about so many possibilities that could have happend after you've decided on your mind,

When you are feeling scared of making up that decision,

When you are not in mood of making a decision,

When you are not sure if that decision that you are going to decide whether it is the best that you're going to have or not,

When you are blinded and confused by so many thoughts and other options,

When you are feeling helpless and cannot decide on your own.,..

Just turn to Him, and surely He will guide you! Ask Him from your deepest heart!!

"Allah does not impose upon any soul a duty but to the extent of its ability;"

lo.yar.

Bismillah :)

it's been too long since i've written a blog post.

reading back all my past post and my friend's blog, make me realise how much i miss to tell the world what i feel and what are my likes and dislikes.,.

insyaallah semangat untuk berblogging kali ini aku niatkan cuma satu, iaitu untuk mensyukuri nikmat hidup dan perjalanan yg telah Allah rancangkan kepadaku serta, untuk memupuk semangat cintakan bidang pengajian yang telah aku pilih (ayat karangan bm sangat -,-)

actually in this post, i would like to share my experience doing an internship at a law firm. Even though i've just graduated my first year of law school,.. hm tapi nak buat cemana en kalau abah dah suruh :) *mampusenyumjeee

on one rainy morning, i've dressed my self and wore my favourite black scarf. As i told my father that today i'm going to have an interview at one place which a friend of mine working there..,

' Pergi interview je tapi nak kerja tu belum tentu abah bagi. ' that was my dad's reply after that. Hearing that :') i've decided not to proceed for the interview and later i've got a wassap massage from abah ' abah dah cakap dengan dato' Azmi, contact his secretary bla bla bla, alia can learn something about law there..' and that's how my life as-so-call-intern student begins :))

memang ramai yang tanya ' alia apa je yang kau mampu buat dekat sana? baru habis first year je pun '

memang aku tak nafikan masa aku dekat firm lebih banyak dihabiskan untuk tidur dari buat kerja :) tapi duit masuk. tak syok en? sebab tu la aku berhenti awal haha *ktucitelainpulak

secara rumusannya;

tempoh sebulan lebih dekat sana, tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak buat apa apa langsung. tipu juga kalau aku kata aku tak belajar langsung. Alhamdulillah bersyukur aku dihantar ke situ, sebab mata aku dapat tengok sendiri the real world and life as a lawyer.

as the firm focused more on corporate, business and company law so i've been exposed to that sector most compared to others. dan barulah aku tahu dan sedar sebenarnya aku tak berapa minat dengan company,corporate, business and such. insyaallah next cuti sem nak try minta intern dekat law firm yang focus more on crime! criminal law yeah

Alhamdulillah aku diberi kepercayaan untuk buat beberapa kerja basic, seperti tulis notice of demand, tolong prepare submission, tolong cari dan baca case nak tengok case tu boleh support tak untuk anak guam, research dan seangkatan dengannya. and i've got a chance to attend a 'hearing'. hearing is one of the legal procedure that take place in chamber and usually less formal compared to 'trial' which occurred in an open court.

my special thanks to geng intern tahun tiga dari UKM. terimakasih atas tunjuk ajar selama saya disana. ada rezeki jumpa lagi insyaallah! and zillion thanks utk En.Syimiir! sbb selalu kesian tengok budak first year ni takde kerja then dia pun bagi lah kes kes untuk dibaca hm sampai tertidur tidur :') 

abah cakap ' nak bagi awak ada feel je untuk jadi lawyer nanti'. thanks abah :) Alhamdulillah  i've got the feeling! thanks juga Dato' Azmi sebab memberi ruang dan peluang untuk saya student tahun satu ni menyemak dekat office dato' :)

kbai :)

never end.

lepaskan 

pergi!

apa yg harus.,

:)

esok masih ada!

menanti dengan kesabaran 

pasti ada harapan ..

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